Journal

What kind of love
open my eyes
walk in to a new world
places u never been before
a brand new experience...
LOVE
not that miss me miss me now ya gotta kiss me kinda love
not that tag your it kinda love
not that oww he touched ma booty now he ma boyfriend kinda love...
but that wake up in the morning and all i think about is u
The love that takes ova ya life
that i dnt wanna be with nobody else
Im done kinda love
that u are my everything
and i feel special kinda love
an unconditional
(singing) Jus me and u...jus me and u
Kinda LOVE

October 25,2011
Thoughts!!!

sitting here at three in the am thinking about how fucked up life can be at times and the things i have been through in my short 21 years on this earth i have learned a lot about myself and how selfish people can be if i wasn't a strong willed young lady i would have been gobble by this beast called life my journey of finding myself and where I want to be is Far from over it has actually just begun and lord give me the strength to Finish with grace...i spoke with my most head strong aunt today and she told me don't do things in your life for others do it for DreAnna and if Other don't understand your path and start doubting u tell them to kiss yo ass and keep it moving...Right now i myself don't under stand the path I'm taking but i know my lord do not make mistakes so im keeping on my path and im gonna see emerald city someday

golden out XO

How did i get her...

I'm feelings so unlike myself and at times I just don't know what to do
Love has change my life in so many different ways
I pray to became a better person
I pray to keep being golden ladiie
I'm changing and sometimes I don't know if it is good or bad
Most of the time I love the new ME
I'm confident
I'm classy
And I'm on ma ball
but also at times i wanna be the old me and climb back into my shell
but I need to be my soaring bird
wings out and go for it
what most people don't know about me is i used to have very low self esteem and i hated myself....and it was nothing i could do about it
I hated to wake up in the morning
I hated school and i hated people in general
everyone seemed to be so hateful to me...
After I learned everyone is not going to like me
and I cant satisfy everyone
I Changed like a girl to a Woman
it wasn't like a change in puberty
more like a change within
It took me along time to get to this place and Become
This A Ladiie
But im loving a Different ME
I'm on a journey and i must complete it